School's over, thank fucking god. I feel like I haven't slept in months, I feel overwhelmed and I just want to sleep forever.
I can't say this on FB 'cause I got family members who would see this =___=#

I snuck onto my sis's laptop now that she's out of college for the summer. She's watching The Roommate or whatever right now with the rest of the family. I feel like every second that passes since the day my laptop couldn't be of use anymore I think I've become more insane than just that second ago. I miss procrastinating and staying up late burning my eyes off from the computer's light and playing HiddenRO and a lot more. God damn I'm one hell of a computer addict. Now that's depressing.

I've started to wonder about myself if I'm really bisexual. I think I jinxed myself from the last time I updated DA. Oh goody. I feel like I'm a guy who was a guy from my previous reincarnation but was reborn as a girl sadly and now I'm realizing all this 'cause reincarnation makes people lose their memories. Or...something. I believe that every girl reaches a point where they think or feel that they're being bi, it might be a normal thing, who knows.

I'm slowly losing my ability to draw as good. It sometimes comes back as a "holy shit how did I make this masterpiece" but then it continues to fade away. My imaginations still alive; got a little -ahem- mature though, if you know what I mean... Very detailed in fact. I blame my cousins for all they've told me back then. Tsk tsk.
It seems I forgot a bit of my OCs, I can't remember their background stories anymore, mostly. Sad life.


Apparently I feel like I'm at the point where I just wanna say "F*** U" to the world then sit back and sleep in the best nature-filled area in the world. What would I call that? Enlightenment.


Tired, very tired right now. I realized how I'm always so tired. I sleep early, I get up early, still tired, no changes. I sleep late, but I still get up around the same time early in the morning, strange indeed. Always around 5-6am, with or without help.



I think I'll head off now.